Long time,No Blog =[

So i haven't blogged in a awhile and i am truly sorry my fellow readers, because as a blogger i really should be on here more but i get busy and don't remember. Well where should i start thanksgiving  i guess it was okay i guess could have been way better in my opinion but it's whatever i guess. U mm i have been very busy with school, i went to A mid-summers night dream on the 29th and then on December  2 i went on a Chinese over night trip, which was kinda fun and i hope to do it again someday.I wanted to go to jingle ball(which is today) but i never bought the tickets so i plan to go next year with some friends hopefully. I have a lot of friends in my life right now which i good i guess cause i really do need them right now. This past Saturday was busy for me i was at my friend's Jaden's house and we went the movies, then a hockey game, and then applebee's it was really fun. Dani Long was also with us, i love that girl to death=]. School today was okay, i am way far behind because i missed three days of school last week, but I'm almost caught up with the work which is good. And Guess what i have fallen more in love with Justin bieber. <3 i swear i'm going to marry that kid, or at least meet him before i die!! Well you know that poem i told you about like a few post ago well I'm still not finished and I'm trying but i want it to be perfect for you guys. I will get it done soon though i promise.Well got to go... Let me know if you guys are still out there !?1

Kierra' Weekend and more :)

So my weekend was nothign really special!! Which is kinda messed up but it ws okay. On friday i sat at home watched tv and played games on the computer. Saturday was okay i was shopping all day and i got some new boots and some wii games for the wii we are getting. :) Umm then i went back to my cuzins house and chilled then her and my mom and her uncle and there cuzin went to go see my aunt peform. But like an hour later their drunk cuzin came back to the house he was so wasted it wasnt even funny:) he almost fell down the basement stairs which is kinda funny :) then on sunday night i had the worse and greatest night. Well i had to get in the dumpster because my cuzin droped the garbage can in there and the broom so that wasnt fun :P but then i got to watch my future husband on tv (Justin Freakin Bieber) and he won 3-4 award. and he won the the biggest award ever artsit of the year which is huge and he was the youngest person to ever win. I'm so happy for him. and i love him so much <3 WELL THAT MY WEEKEND !! i have fell in love again :) with my friends including my guy friends :) and i have fell in lvoe with songs such as fireworks by katy perry :)

Kierra's week :)

So from now on i'm going to do a thign called Kierra's week. It's going to tell you how my week was and how it could have been better or how it couldn't get any better. Well this week on monday i thought it woudl have be awkard between me and this guy but he totally made it better :) Tuseday was nice i had alot of funn at lunch:) Wensday is kinda blur i cant rememeber what happened. but that night i was texting Joe Dooly and i told him he is noober but it spelled noobieer so he wont leave me alone about it. Lol umm lets see thrusday was funn:) lol got to take some pictures, and alomost fell down the stairs :0 and Today was jsut awsome:) talked to my Best Friend evr Alison:) we were laughing all 3rd block. Talia she is just so funy i cant wait to rent out the zoo with her. Ohhhh i made a new friend:) Lizzy, she is Talia's bff . But i liek her :P umm what else. Ohh im writing a poem that i think will be super awsome when im done i cant wait to post it for u guys .... if you are still out there :)  Well thats aboout all i would have to say this was a good week for me i hope the next couple are liek this one what would make my year end perfect :)  Well guess what i have 2 other crushes Their names start with D, and J LOL they make me laugh all day i jsut love those guys so much :) <3 well i guess that it i will try to start a Kierra's weekend too but not to sure how it will work out . Well everybody who reads have a good weekend :)

AWSOME DAY

So today to my surprise was a normal day but it was awsome. I was really happy today. i was expecting it to be werid at lunch with him but it was fine. i guess i got my friend back:) im so happy. i have alot of homework, but im not mad that i do. I think im done being depressed at the moment. Talia girly i love you so much:) u make my day sometimes:) you and joe are ment for each other :) im sitting here listening to music, and it is making me more happy. LOL i need to have more days like this:) Me and talia are going to rent out the zoo animals from the zoo.... for reasons she says. LOL wow i just love my friends. if i knew high school would be this awsoem for me i would have been more excited!! i love this weather i dont want it to snow any more but i dont want the snow gone either!! god i have to write a poem now abotu how i feel!! Good ngiht world i hope ur day was awsoem like mines. If it wasnt i knwo how you feel just take a little cry....or a big one doesnt matter just know it will get better soon :) <3 i love my readers

shark in the Water

There's a shark int he water because messed things with you and I'm sorry i should have kept my feeling to my self and i knew this would mess up our relationship. I really do i could take it back, i knew that i shouldn't have asked you that, im sorry can we be friends again, at least you could answer my text, but it's what ever i get  it. I guess movie night will be a little werid. But enough of that, i kind of miss you though :)
But anyway it is a long weekend which i needed  so bad but it still ain't going the way i want it to go i wish it was way better. I have a lot of homework, which kinda sucks, i don't know how to do my math which i have a test on Tuesday about:) ikr my life it fucking awesome right. Oh na nana whats my name my Rhianna and Drake is one of the best songs ever and i love it so much. I miss hanging out with my friends so much

Yep im still here...... i hope i woner if anybody else is still here in my boring life

So today wasnt one of my fave. days whish it was WAY better, i feel like my mother just died right in front of me that how hurt i am. The reasons are:

1. I think one of so called friends backstabbed me which would be so F****** messed up if she did cause ithat woudl mean i would have to lose another friend
2. school is kicking my you know what
3. hoem life is kinda jacked up and there is nothing i can do about, which makes it worse so i just have to sit there
4. i'm getting into one if my depressed mood which if you were my friend last year you know that could be very bad because im crazy .
5.  i wrote this poem like 2 months ago about me being together, and how i feel sorry for peopel arent together and here i am not together just scatter all over the place some of me at school at home and the bottom of my friend, and his shoes.

If you were wondering the poem is this:
This person i knew,
they were just like you,
That always seemed to have it together on the outside,
but they did not have it together on the inside,
Always showed a smile when they wanted to smile,
She never told people to go away when all she wanted was to be alone.
She stayed liek this until one day she broke down,
She had always been who people wanted her to be,
she always took in and never, not even once gave out,
She wanted to be free of all the things people counted on her to do,
This girl was just like you, until she became me.

yeah i know its bad u dont have to tell me well i hope people are stil out there. Cause im still here rather i liek it or not :)

SICK

Well for the last few days i have been feeling sick, so today was a little better people had me lauhging all day and it helped alot. I finally did my homework so yeah. I really want to go outside and take pictures but like i have been saying i lost my camrera, which sucks because i love takign pictures of random things, in my life. but yeah any ways. Lunch has to be the best part of my day because my friends just crack me up. but the frriends that really crack me up are 1. Whore( I love you girly) 2. Jack ownes( i hate u lol jk i love u too). but yeah well i think i will go back to my simple life. of doing homwork for every class i have.

My Rich Girl, MEA weekend, And Fall Colors

So i heard this new song and its called: Rich girl, its by Justin bieber and Soulja boy! I like is so much and Justin sound so sexy and its just i nice weird song but i like that kinda stuff. But that all i have to say bout that but ummm MEA weekend is kinda going bad i miss someone so much and its making me sad. and i had to cancel my plans this weekend so i could babysit my cousins. Which is kinda messed up but i will be cool...... at least i think i will. I have to write my essay for Honors Comm. but i really don't feel like it i just wanna chill and have fun, but i really want to go to valleyfair over the weekend cause i think i would be so much fun!! Well also arent u guys happy that all the fall colors are coming out its the most beautiful thing in the world i think i love seeing all of those color, its makes me so happy. i Just love it so much. Lately i have been writing poems about the colors which i guess is were i get my inspiration from which is good because lately i have been having writers block and i hate when that happen it makes me really mad. wow well i think that all..........NO I LIED I USUALLY DON'T DO THAT. well for those who know her i'm going to be Nicki Manaj. LOl i cant wait to be her.

中沟人 I'm chinese class.!!!

So i'm in chinese class with joe and parker!!!! they are so funny:) i spent like 30 minutes typing this paragraph in chinese it was really hard.  well got to go bye bye see you later.

Today 10/11/10

Well today was okay i guess. i had really bad cramps but, i looked so cute today i thought. i was kinda mad because no body noticed that i had dyed my hair black and it was brown before but what ever. I'm so happy because i got my grade from a c+ to a b- so now i get my phone i hope. Well im also happy because i think my crush likes me. which is good but thats enough of that. but what i want to know is what do u guys want me to talk about like. do u guys really want to know about my life or do you want me to talk about something else because im really here to please u so yeah. comment about that would you plese. Also i want to tell all my friends from 8th grade that i miss you guys so much , and at the lunch table i feel so left out, but im not putting u on the spot and i think we should hang sometime soon because i need you guys. also i miss so many peopel that i know that don'ty miss me and its killing me!!! so you see that guy up there he is liek my new justin bieber he is SO SO SOS SO hot !!!!! his name is Aaron Fresh. <3 well thats all of that bye bye my readers who are still awake

homecoming

TODAY WAS JUST AWSOME I GOT TO GRAB BOYS BUTTS MEET SOME NEW FRIENDS AND HANG OUT WITH SOME OLD. I GOT TO KISS PEOPLE. IT I LOVED IT SO MUCH!!!! NOTHING ELSE TO SAY BUT IT WAS JUST A AWSOME DAY!

Middle of night

Well i have now fell in love with miley cyrus songs :) hehe well her new songs anyway! i want her cd so bad now.  I really like every rose has it thorn. heheh so i got a werid question! how do you know when you are ready for sex.  like i dont wanna have sex but i just wanna know how do you tell if your ready for it. its like im possible to tell it like its jsut a moment thing i guess. but its in the middle of the nigth an dim hanging with my bestie she talking to her bf. well i dont know what else to say but if you have a answer to my question plzz share it with me cause im liked mixed up with this whole thing

High School :0

This week was my very first year of high school. What do i hvae to say about it.................................................................................. it was very i don't know it was just ok. i got some cool teachers and i got some lame and annoying ones. Making new friends and keeping the old. Homework is already coming on hard. I have to walk around that huge school but hey thats a good way to lose weight. the lunch is way better then middle school. as you might know today is 9/11. so lets think baout all the people that died that day and pray for they family. and even though thats one a sad note i just want to say today is the day that i first came to minnesota. its been 10 years.  well guess what i didnt know it was possible but i fell more in love with justin bieber yesterday i found out that he dose charity :) he is such a good boy:) and he is cute. his video for proactiv is so cute and funny :) i just love him so much well nothing else really to talk about so bye bye

One of those days

Today was just one of those days when nothing wetn right and i had no clue what to do.Hints the picture with question mark. well any way as the day went on i wanted to cry. and fro the peopel who really know me know that i dont cry alot . the only time i cry is when something bad happens or i get really pissed off. well my day was jacked up from the start because i was going to take the bus to chicago at 11:30. and i was sitting at the bus stop until 4pm and the bus never showed up so i have to go tomorrow which sucks. and also i knwo this might seem lame i lost my sims 3 game and my mom is pissed so yeah. but the whole time this dumb shit was going on i was think about the friends i would be talking to about this.

Lily-she would be the one that wouold listen the whole time and never say i was being a baby even though i am being a baby and when i was done whinein she would give me a hug.<3

Lucy- She would listen just like lily did but she would give me advice on how to make it a better day. she would hug me and tell me that she had a bad day too even if she had the best day ever <3.

and then last but not least Dani- she would listen also but she would make me laugh the whole time i would be telling my poor litte story <3

So that was what i was thinking about all day when i see these peopel at school i will hug them so much they will call the police. hehehe. now before any body i didnt metion gets mad i still love you guys it just that i was thinking about these guys today but i think about all my friends too. <3

Wow!!!

its been a WHOLE MONTH since i last been on here but alot has happened and i have been very very VERY busy.  i went to a pool party in which i only knew one person so that was kinda werid but whatever. then i went to lake elmo and had an okay time. then last week i went to camp and had A BALL OF FUN. i cant wait to go back next year. i miss my cabin.  they are like sisters to me now. and Dear skinny jeans. even though you didnt have much of a butt i wish i would have touched it . and also to issac. next time you dig in your pants please do when young girls arent around. heheheh inside jokes. ummm HIGH SCHOOL IS ONLY 2 WEEKS AWAY. and you know what i can frekin wait cause i miss my some what friends. just messing around i miss MY BEST FRIENDS!!! :P umm whats else do i have to say. ohh im so sad cuz while i  was at camo there was valleyball try outs but i sure i wouldnt have got in anyways. umm got a WHOLE bunch of clothes for school. did i mention I CANT WAIT TO GET TO SCHOOOL. so yeah i dont really have anythign else to say but bye bey for now

Life

So i wrote a poem which is what my title is for so here it goes.

Life

this thing we call life what dose it mean. From the day you are born to the day you die. what are you expected to do. Should you go and just not care or make every thing serious. Were you meant to be famous or let life die you down. Should you let love take on a crazy ride, or never let anyone in your life, and keep your feelings in. This thing we call life what dose it mean. When the sun rises and sets, Dose it mean that life is getting shorter or that you have lived a little bit longer. Life......... what dose it mean. when you find out could you please call me.

So how was it tell me the truth. was it good, great , of horrible. just tell me i can take it. i also have another poem that's very personal.

Huge/little Girl

I Seem so strong, and unstoppable. So not afraid of life. You see a girl who doesn't care what you say about her weight, or the fact that she has stretch marks on her arms. But if you knew the things i went through in my whole life. If you knew how sensitive i am, and how i cry my self to sleep every night. or how i thought about killing my self everyday for the last 2 years. If you knew that every time i see you with your pretty, happy, perfect life i want to be you. If you knew that i was a fragile little girl trying to find her way back home would you still take shots at my heart.

Well thats them tell me what you think ..... if there is even any one out there

Depression

So it like offical i'm going in to a depression again. idk  what to do i dont like going out side i miss my friends and i am hating life right now. i mena dont get my wron gim not going to kill myself. i not that depressed. i just wish i could be a normal teenager like my friends , im sure they havent even went through half the shit i have went through in this last pass year.  i just guess i feel lonley and i will say that i need to around alot of peopl eor i feel left out an dun loved and thats how i feel right now! so i dotn know well lets change the subject. well today i got my first pay check! so thats that high lighof my day. well im to sad to write any thing else bye bye

The Only Exception

Well it's officially i have really seen how people can be! I'M SO PISSED, but this time i wont use names made that mistake already. but i just love people say they want to hang out with you but make other plans. i just hate it some times i wish i could go back in time and change who i become friends with cause I'm really starting to not  like some of my friends. well i should say ex- friends. wow i just wish this whole month would just be over I'm so tired of feeling like nobody is out there..... but I'm going to take a wild guess and say that there is probably  no body out there to listen to me. well now that I'm done with that part of my blog i would like to explain my title. Well I'm in love with paramore's new song called  The Only Exception, and i cant get it out of my head and every time i listen to it i think about my friend Erin because not in a weird way but like she is the only real friend that i have ever really had, i mean don't get me wrong i have come across some really good friends but i would have to say she is truly my best friend . so yeah that's that but what else should i talk about. hummmmm. well i don't know but i mean i could Say a lot of stuff but that would get I'm onto a WHOLE LOT of drama that i don't need right now .well  now that we are talking about drama i want to talk abotu the person drama off of  Fantasy factor . i love that guy so much hehehe!!! i love his shirts too i plan to get one he is just the cutest thing to me.

      Well i don't know what else to say but that my life sucks ass! because i have nothing to do this summer but work and watch my brother and sister, but i don't have a choice so yeah its true my life dose suck. and i have body to sure my horrible life with because all my friends are having fun without me but can u blame them i mean i wouldn't want to hang out with a life-less person either

Goals Of The summer

Well i have decided to make a list of my summer goal.. they are all the things i want to do before the summer is over so here it gose

• I want to at least hang out with 2 of my  friends before the summer is over
• Post a video of me singing so i can see is people actual think im a good singer
• Write a poem that actual means alot to me and to the peopel around me
• To express my feeling to my mom
• run a 5k race!

Well thats my goals for right now im sure there will be more but thats all i have right now i just dont know what  else i want right now. i miss my friends so much i hate this part when i grow apart from them but i cant really change it. im starting to think that nobody really cares about me but i coudl just be in one of my depressed modes. i really miss Lily, alison, and emily at these moments they always knew how to cheer me up. i think i will get off now

4th and monday after

well its the monday after the 4th. it was a fun 4th i went to the beach and bbq ed , and was fireworks then had some cupcakes and some cake.nothings really happened since i talked to u the last time. i really miss my friends so much ... i dotn what else to do kinda feel like dying cause im so tired and i miss my friends and dotn seem to want to hang out with me

Ms.bieber, working woman, the things i am

ok so its been awhile since i have been on here so this is what u have missed, i have went to the jujstin bieber concert so awsome, i got a necklace with his name on it a t-shirt a bag, a picture and a glow stick with his name. see how much i love him. im still a working woman. its not as bad as it was i,m starting to love it. i really miss seeing my best friends ever.... and i kinda miss school but not engough to go back. i cant wait to start volleyball in august i hope i make the team. i cant wit until high school. i miss reading so im going to get me some books. my new fave song now is never say never by justin bieber and jaden smith it is so good and jaden is rapping and i like the video!!! umm what else can i say1 im getting another piercing in my ear. i hope to get nosed pierced next year. well got to go look at houses in plymouth im moving back baby so talk to u next time when i tell u about m y horrible fun terrible happy summer

WOW IT BEEN TO LONG

so ok its summer 10', i should be having the time of my life right, well wrong..... well kinda wrong. im still ok but the summer is nothign like i thought it would be well for a start i didnt think my family would end up living wiht my moms boyfriend... he is nice a dork but he is nice. i have started my summer job making 7.25 an hour its ok but i think everybody who is working with me hates me but im not sure. i really really REALLY miss my friends. im so use to seeing them everyday. to make matters worse my moms boyfriends house dosent have internet so i have to go to mickey d's to get on the internet but whatever. at least i can get on here sometimes. but its whatever but on the bright side im going to the justin bieber concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yep i did say JUSTIN BEIBER. i love him he is one sexy stud. me and him are going to get married and have alots of kids..... hehe our kids will be werid they will be black with blonde hair i wouldo so laugh if that happened. umm im going to camp in auguest...... i hope. i have lost a few ibs which is so good. i cant wait to run the 5 k race in august. and guess what i found oout today ....!?! japanese fish dont eat american food... hehehe u had to be there hahahah. ohh i also got alot of new school clothes i know it early  but hey i would rather be early than sorry. well i guess i will go now. i probably wotn be on for a long time just remeber i love u and i hope to keep u updated on my fun, horrible, wonderful, summer!!! and well ................. that just me saying goodbye

A sky so blue it makes me smile

So yesterday was so pretty outside. it made me feel so good it made me happy and i love when im happy. im getting kinda sad because school is coming to a end but i hope i get to hang out with my friends during the summer ... i will miss them so much . tomorrow i get to go to the u of m which i cant wait to do i think it will be alot of fun! im sitting in social studies thinking bout how im going to fail my math test! its going to be sad  and i hate it i wish i would have ddi better in school on the last 2 months. today its raining and i hate it . it makes me really sad because its gloomy outside...! my friend maya might not go to the same school as me nest year so im sad about that too..  :( idk what to do. some of my friends seem to be growing away from me but i knew that would happen since we are going to high school. i cant wait until valleyfair i plan to take lotzz of picture and have a boat lode of fun and i cant wait. i have to go on the rides with a friend of i will die cause im so afrid of roller costers. hehehe. i really want to watch a scary movie for some reason well i gues i should go now here is the picutre of the day its all about friendship, and what i have learned abotu it and even when i made a mistake my true friends always came back.  well actual i dotn want to get off yet i want to tell you my out fit fro valley fair .....im goign naked .hahahahah jk ... im wearing this new pink tank top (or the new grey one) with some shorts and my new flip flops nothign new but somethign cute.

weekend

well the 8th grade party was super fu. i was WAY better then i thought it would be.everybody looked cute alll dressed up. i danced the whole time with my friends. i took a few breaks but other then that it was fun. brandon threw a whole bottle of water on my dress so i throw a hole bottle of water on his dress shirt it was fun. i got to slow dance with kyle, jack, and josh super fun but kinda werid but what ever. spent the night at jaden's and took pictures with austin powers heheheh ..!!!! i didt win a award at the dance but so what!! i had fun  i wish i could do it again!!! well the rest of the weekend im just going to rest and get ready for the last week of school its hard to believe that in just 3 months i will be in high school i just cant wait..!!!!

Friday!!!

so today is friday im going to jadens house tonight going to be fun! tonight is the 8th grade party i cant wait. im sitting here in school watching a sad movie and taking pictures on webcam. i with my girl alison lily emily.. i love them me and them are better then ever!!! tonigth im wearing my new dress i love it so much... yesterday i got 2 awards one for choir and then i got a award that they just made this year the service award.... i was the first one to get it! i was so happy. i got a 33 on my final for science out of 39 pretty good i guess way better then some other people. im going to take pictures today with my friends i cant wait. my teacher mrs. peters made me change my shirt and you couldnt even see my bra straips and it was 2 fingers i hate her to much. i just took so pictures and i'm going to put them up yaya!!!1

URGHHH!!!!!!!:(

well today we are finshing packing and then tomorrw the movers are taking our stuff to my mom's boyfriends house and we are going to stay there until we get our house.... i dont like that idea but we have no where else to go so yeah...... im really tired i cant wait for the weekend to be over... last night i got to see a old friend and talk about some stuff it was fun. ummm nothing else to write o cant wait untill the dance next week so i can dance with my  date :)

Long weekend .... really lone weekend

so this weekend is a Long weekend i dotn go back to school until Tuesday :( and i have to move this weekend and we still haven't found a house so i don't know where we are going to stay :( going to be packing all to night and tomorrow what joy. next week going to be really busy and the week after that too counting the days until school is over 8 days ..... found out last night that I'm going to the Justin bieber concert ...YA YA!!! i was so happy :)I'm really hungry... i want to weekend to be over already .... i cant wait until 8th grade party going to be fun... next Friday we get to sign yearbooks which is going to be fun I'm going to miss my friends over the summer

stressed

well this weekend is goign to be a logn one im moving on sunday .....nef said...... then i have to get un pack yeah so much fun right i wish.... umm nest week is goign to be busy so much stuff to do like award thingy on june 3 and then the 8th grade party next friday and also the 31!!! can u guess what that is well i will see if u can and the weekafter next is valleyfair i cant wait to hang out with my friends and stuff... umm im reallt tired i have a science test tomorrow that i know i will fail ... sadly.. wishing i had my camra chager so i coudl take picture like i use to be whatever i will get it soon i hope well i think im going to go to bed- mcnuggets k.bye

S.S in School

so i'm in class with my girls Lily, Emily, Maya. talking about werid stuff i so scaried my teacher is going to see me :( but we are studying the countries1 well i got to go bye bye mcnuggets. k.bye. -lily

Mad And Sad

Well im kinda mad because i seems like nobody reads my blog but i guess thats good in a way bacause then i can write what i want to write .... i guess but it still makes me sad and mad cause its like everybody reads lucy's which i have no problem with because i mean her's so fucking awsome but he i guess i have to get over it right....really stressed moving this weekend which is goign to be hard for me but on the good side im goign to jadens house after the 8th grade party.... But i read this poem called "Still I Rise" by maya angelou and it was like whaaaa she is right you have to rise above peole when they put you down god i love that poem.... but anoth er thing i was thinking about was the times i had with my bestfirends and how i miss them so much and how they have changed for the bad and good :) :) :D :P but whatever i wish more people would ask me stuff on formspring but im a loser so they wont well i guess thats it for now byebe world

95 Frickin degrees :(

so it is 95 degrees outside what the heck its only may but whatever ........:( going to work out tomorrow math class was just.......WOW i cant believe people just spread my life liek that but whatever..... i sat with my girls at lunch it had been an long time but im going to sit there for the rest of the year.... if i remember hehe...after school i throw the football with ian my dress kept blowing hehe so weird he is a cool duse though!!:)reading made me sad derek and abdi made me feel bad, they were making fun of me being black......:( i wish i could erse the day and just skip to the furture. what ever like 12 more days of school what should one do!?! got a test tomorrow ..aya!!!...not well guess i will get off now

Wow!!

Ok well its been a long time since i wrote on here well i have got my hair cut!! heheh i like it i guess!! i got my dress for the 8th grade party and i think i will wear my green and purle one to the award thingy! i cant wait this year is alomost over my good mother is coming up here soon i cant wait i love her so much!!! hehe i ust found out my date to my 8th grade party is my best girl Alexis Steel u got to love her heheh!!! im packing to movie this saturday going to be a long day that day !!! its this boy that live a cross the street from me he is cute and he likes me but he has a girlfriend :(but whatever!! well gtg love u my bloggers

Long Time. Hair Cut, Packing ,And Stressed

so its been a long time my friends and other bloggers,i have got a hair cut!! its really short in the back and on the side. and long on the other, i moving next saturday. hehe so much .....NOT!! i hate packing but whatever.... i gto my dress for the school party ...trying to get a date but i think i might just go with my girls!!!really hot outside but hey that means summers alost here!!!

school

wish school would have been better..... it was just one of those days!! urg people keep telling me that im not fat but i know i am and i would really like it they told me the truth but the have to lie to me cause they love me :( i that some of my friends are mad at me but i really dont care i have to be out of my house by june 1 so i have like 10 more days to find a house my life sucks just shot me

The Person i Love right Now

Well it all started about 2 weeks ago when he said hey! and i feel in love well ok i didnt but soon after that i did! he makes me smile!! and we have the greatest talks!! he is funny and smart and so cute!! i want to just kiss him all over!!! he is the best guy i have ever met! he always sweet to me! i dont know if it really is love but its getting there! So now its time for his name .....Gene hanley! i love that name blod is beeing dumb and wont let me put his picture up : ( i will soon thouhg

Wow 3 day

wow its been 3 days since i been on here nothing has really happened!!!!:( but too bad umm i got the PERFECT DRESS FOR THE 8TH GRADE PARTY!!!i cant wait it is PINK GREY WITH BLACK BALLET WIHT RINESTONES :) its really hot in my house i want to go swimming tomorrow its going to be hot outside u cant wiat!!! im falling in love ! and its not a perons its ........ BLOGSPOT!!!! hehe i can say what on my mine here heheh!! im going to the justin biber concert hehe im such a lame but u have to love me and if u dont WHY IN THE HELL IS U READING MY BLOG HEHE yesterday was fun i hung out wiht my uncle all yesterday too so much fun!! played some sims 3 and had a fucking blast! i really want to have a sleepover this weekedn but peopel are always busy but whatever !!! <3>

Crying

So i cried in soical studies today!! but what the hell people acted like they didnt care!! choir was so much fun!!! kia you so funny!!! i had a great day besides the crying thing but hey i was stressed! and i got my letter for my best friend britt!!!!! hehe im so glad she wrote it hehe!! my leg hurts so bad for some reason!!! hehe it one of my friends birthday tomorrow!! hehe so cute! i wont get them anything though to bad for the i give the best gifts hehe !! umm im kinda ....... balhhh idk i have to talk to someone before i go crazy!!! i might go to the movies tomorrw with gene!! i cant wait!!!

Done

so done with bullshit!! i want a bullshit botten so when people start saying bullshit i can press it!! some people are just to fucking inmature!! and should just get a LIFE!! read the picture of happy bunny i like the one that say me want to hurt you cause medo want to hurt u !! and how by the way i should let you guys now that nobody reads my bullshit blog! So enough of that there this girl named Kalley in 7th grade and she just made my day WAY better and i love her for that (: well got to get ready for choir conert!!

School Tomorrow!!XD

Well i have school tomorrow!! i cant wait to het evil looks again from some people! but idc it makes me happy to know they waste their time looking at me when im talking to my friends! heheh i love school! i cant say i dont miss some of the friendships but hey i guess it just wasn't mean to last that long!! I want to write a poem about frienship ending but idk how to start it out hehe !! umm i found a dress for my school party i cant wait to wear it!! going to be so much fun!! i migth have a sleepover after hehe idk!! hehehe well someone whos name i will not say was wearing a thoug today and they had on a dress it was not pretty but w/e it wasnt me so im happy!! i think my tank top is at someones house but im not sure!?! i just watched glee it was fun!!(: well goodnight blog ttyl until tomorrow i love my friends!

Friendship and GoldFish

so i have this friend thats alwasy there for me she listens instead of tell me what i should to! she can alwasy tell when somethingds wrong! and she is alwasy there to help me! i wont say her name but i love this girl to death!! heheh been home for about an 2 hours !! had some goldfish!! the colorful ones heeh they were so good!!! hehehe i wihs i could have shared with my bffs but they are not here :( heheh my fave song of the day is Dont Me(hoe) by 3oh3 heheh best song ever!! well thats all for now i dont have much to write im really tired i think i might take a nap hehe

Yeah Im Still here

so school wasw so fun!!! ummm idk what to say! i thought i was going to come on here and say some bad stuff but to tell u the truth im WAY to tired!! heheh i had fun with alison jaden and kristy in math today!! sat with my best friend since 7th grade at lunch (britt) heheh!! i for once had fun in gym!! umm what else!ohh i made a new poemm in my way home!! hehe its bout someone whos name i will not say!! heheheh! i love when guys wear shorts(: hehe!! i got a new dress might wear it friday dont know!! so mad my moomy has to work friday so i cant go to the movies ): but whatever next weekend i cant wait!!! watching good luck charile hehe so funny!! im in such a laughing mood but thats because im talking to Gene my babe!!! heheh he kn0ws how to cheer me up and i love it !!! he is my best guy friend!! ummm im still trying to figure out what a wet ball is heheh idk! ttyl for now

New World

i want to go to a world where all my worries go away and im happy
the perfect world where i can be my self and i will know the meaing
of life. i want a world where i have my true my friends and can
do what i love the most and peopel wouldnt judge me. a world were
guys like you for who you are and not what u look like. the perfect world
where my family is tight as ever, with every body healthy and living.
i want a world where i would never feel lonely. where i could speak
my mind and people wouldnt get mad at me. If only this world
was true i would love life. but these thing in my perfect world
will never come true.

2 am (: and still going

yep

Nap time

so i took a nap thinking i would feel WAY better then i did before i went to sleep but now i feel worse then that! i havent wrote my poem yet! i dont really feel it cause i really cant focus on my words. umm today was an okay day i wasnt feeling good at all but whatever!i walked around in the rain for a few minutes hope i dotn get sick! im still hoping im going to the justin bieber concert in june! im so sad and stressed because me and my family have to move out our house by the end of may1 lol i cant wait yippy! NOT!!!!!!! im trying to find all my old friends from mankato on facebook!! im having some luck hehehe(: ummmmmm....... idk i dont want to rammble! well i guess i will get off then cause im bored and i think im going to go back to sleep after i take a shower!!

Tuesday!(:

today was ok i had cramps all day but it was ok i felt fine most of the day!! i made brownies in fcs it was fun! i didnt finish my paper i really made about that but what ever! umm sitting here watching teen cribs and in my head being mad at all the preppy rich kids that get everthing they want but whatever! i wont be doing anythign this weekend ): i wish i could go shopping but i dont think my mommy will take! later on today im going to write a poem about dreaming! i was thinking about a dream poem all day but i dont know how i will write it but i will come up with something! i got 2 new books today! ayaya!! i really want to get a new charger for my camera so i can take pictures like i use tooo!!! wondering what i will wear tomorrow!?! i think i really like M******** but shhh dont tell anybody hahahahah!! i wish i could make out with someone right now hahah im so loser!!! justin bieber is my hubby and i fuckign love him we are going to have 12 kids together and i cant wait!!! well thats all for now (: ttyl i will post my poem later

lalala laughing through the tears haha

so i guess i have a problem and i have found out what it is! it cause im moving out of my house soon at the end of may and its making me sad i will still go to my same school but i cant sand to be stressed! school is almost over i have to run a 5k race during the summer and i have a job and im going to summer camp i cant wait. today is mondy and its all most over im going to try hareder in my classes and and get A's i cant wait untill valleyfair it will be so much!! i hope i can get to hang out with my friends before the summer cause i wont see them that much over the summer and i will be so sad): i got a new moon shirt with jake on it haha im a loser!

Well today was kinda hard for me felt fat today .....yeah i knwo what ur going to say " kierra i think your so pretty" " or dont say that your really pretty" but i would like it if you didnt lie to me ! well i guess i have thought about if for a while and im going to get my grades up and try not to think about guys so much like a great friend told me relaionships kinda ruin the teenage years!

Something

I got something to tell you.it's really important, i've held it in for a long time.
I got somethign to tell you,it's hurting me really bad, but i'm so afarid you'll get mad and yell and scearm.
I got somethign to tell you, I think it's really bad, it's about our friendship, and how i think it won't last.
I got something to tell you, i'll come out and say, we are having problems and i can't stay.
I got something to tell you, it's the worse to come, i got t say Goodbye, and let go, because i just don't to see or talk to you any more .
I had something to tell you but now it's done i hope You had fun Cause now my last thing to say is I'm happy i wont have to see you another day.....

Friends

well its sunday kinda had fun this weekend!! .... umm its been a whil since i been on here so yeah!! im sitting here watching tv and talking to one of my best friends that i love to much!! umm i have to go to school tomorrow!! no/................!! have mca's im going to fail!!!! well thats all for now